I'm not feeling much better today. 

I realize that my attitude towards people has been deplorable but that doesn't make me want to give in. I recognize that this is part of the program here and because of that, I think I need to find another program that better fits my needs. This place makes me feel uncomfortable in my own skin and like I'm never good enough. 

I am beyond frustrated and I can't take it anymore. 

UPDATE: After speaking to the director of the program, I feel a bit better. I am determined to get better and I am sick of fighting. 

On another note, I would like to start blogging about the books I've been reading. I have a few books in my Amazon wishlist that I am really interested in (The Selection and Delirium), but please recommend some novels that you think I should read and eventually talk about. I like lots of YA/teen fiction for reference.