The past few days have been a roller coaster of emotion. I have gone from happy to anxious to severely embarrassed to lonely to anxious to calm to happy. Phew! It's exhausting.

There are a few things that happened this week that I'm not going to publicly disclose because they are embarrassing and I'm not comfortable talking about it. After this happened, I was feeling ostracized and like everyone was avoiding me, which wasn't the case, so I learned later. 

I did find out from my doctor that I do officially have a herniated disk in my spine and, on that front, I'm relieved. The fact that I'm probably going to have to do physical therapy, not so much. I'm also hoping to get a weekend away with my parents, but I won't know until Friday. Until then, I will stay on my best behavior and work really hard to stay authentic and honest.

This is all I have to update you on thus far. 

xoxo, Sarah