Long time, no post.

I haven't written a blog post in almost a month. The only reason for this is that I've been embarrassed to publicize a bit of information. I attempted to run away a few weeks ago. 

I got in an argument with the director of the program that I'm in and I stormed out the front door. I walked down the road for a bit until I reached an intersection where a complete stranger picked me up. I know. It was stupid. I won't go into the extremely personal questions that she asked me because frankly, I would rather forget that ever happened. I ended up in a hospital because I was very suicidal. The hospital was forced to send me back. I was so relieved to come back to the house to be completely honest. 

I understand that I was stupid. Nobody needs to lecture me in the comment section. I've gotten enough of that from people here. 

Currently, I am working on becoming more independent from my mother .It is proving to be really difficult. I feel as though this will become significantly easier once I start driving. My hands are tied as the scheduling of my permit test is ridiculous. 

Good things are on the horizon.